Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Life Isn't Suppose To Be Easy.

The Only Answer Is Suicide...

That, my dears, is a lie. Some people actually can't handle it, but for those who think life just isn't worth it anymore, like...School work is hard, work is hard, my friend's are mean to me, blah blah blah. I'll tell you, honey pie, life isn't that bad, you just gotta stick through it. All that bad shit- please, that's just part of life. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

For example, when a girl gets dumped, they are convinced they are going to die of a broken heart- you do, but not literally, just the person you were before. You live to love and love to live or you totally lose the game of life. Life really isn't that bad, I mean, think of all the girls and boys in Africa who live without clean water or electricity or anything. It's terrible, but it's true. Seriously, think about it- the next time your water or drink tastes like shit, the poor kids in Africa have never had clean water, maybe once or twice. Many African children die from river water everyday. Sad, yes.

If Life were easy, think about how boring it would be? Right!? I mean, if it were easy, then we'd always get what we want, we wouldn't have to work for anything, adventures wouldn't be around and it so wouldn't be worth it. Think of all the adventures you have to get what you want! You have so many, it's amazing. I love it and appreciate it. I really do. Someday, though, I wanna make kids dreams come true. And I will.

But it's a journey I have to take- not an easy one, but a journey.

But next time you're struggling, take a deep breath and realize how lucky you are...

                                                                       xoxo~Reid<3





Saturday, November 5, 2011

So Much For Starting Over Fresh.

Now, I'm not going to lie- I've never been good at keeping to my word, but for the first time ever- I really thought I was going to be a different person and be the person I wanted to be. The one who could do whatever she wanted.
I don't know why I haven't been able too...Is it because I'm just so stressed from school and trying to manage a social life.
I've been a terrible about relationships...and my best friend. I've been picking fights with my best friend and my boyfriend has been picking fights(even though he's sure I'm the one picking the fights.)
Ohhhhhh sigh. On top of that, he's convinced I'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend. I haven't seen my ex in a long time. I lost him about mid July, he just disappeared and in his place is this freaky loser who dumped me for his cousin. Not a loss at all, but I do terribly miss the boy who used to be there....I'm sure he'll never come back...or back to me. But that's all right. Life is much too short to date assholes.
Anyway, I think I'm really going to keep to my promises from now on.
From now on I will:
1. I will admit when I'm wrong.
2. No longer let a boy control my life.
3. Be who I am.
4. Love who I am.
5. Really become a new.
6. Treat my friends fairly.
7. Quit being so bad about loyalty.
8. Speak the truth when neccessary.
and that's all I can come up with- oh wait.
9. KEEP BEING AWESOME.
ahem, there we go.
:}<3
"I'm not weird. You just don't like seeing someone who isn't like you."
-xoxo Reid<3