Now, I'm not going to lie- I've never been good at keeping to my word, but for the first time ever- I really thought I was going to be a different person and be the person I wanted to be. The one who could do whatever she wanted.
I don't know why I haven't been able too...Is it because I'm just so stressed from school and trying to manage a social life.
I've been a terrible about relationships...and my best friend. I've been picking fights with my best friend and my boyfriend has been picking fights(even though he's sure I'm the one picking the fights.)
Ohhhhhh sigh. On top of that, he's convinced I'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend. I haven't seen my ex in a long time. I lost him about mid July, he just disappeared and in his place is this freaky loser who dumped me for his cousin. Not a loss at all, but I do terribly miss the boy who used to be there....I'm sure he'll never come back...or back to me. But that's all right. Life is much too short to date assholes.
Anyway, I think I'm really going to keep to my promises from now on.
From now on I will:
1. I will admit when I'm wrong.
2. No longer let a boy control my life.
3. Be who I am.
4. Love who I am.
5. Really become a new.
6. Treat my friends fairly.
7. Quit being so bad about loyalty.
8. Speak the truth when neccessary.
and that's all I can come up with- oh wait.
9. KEEP BEING AWESOME.
ahem, there we go.
:}<3
"I'm not weird. You just don't like seeing someone who isn't like you."
-xoxo Reid<3
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