Things That 2011 Gave Me

Lets not even kid ourselves- this year was horribly good, because everyone felt the same way and we're all praying that the new year will be much, much better. I know I'm hoping that!

Things That 2011 Gave Me:

1. I fell in love for the first time. And out.

2. I got my first boyfriend ever.

3. I got my first grade lower than an A.

4. I got my first real grounding.

5. I learned to appreciate who I am.

6. I became more fun.

7. I learned real responsibility.

8. I gained new friends.

9. I went home to London<3

10. I learned to love my family no matter what.

11. I got a hot boyfriend...

12. I learned to actually dance.

13. I made new friends and rekindled friendships.

14. I went to my first party.

15. I got my first real break up. :(

I'm praying that 2012 will be one of the greatest years ever. I need this. I need a pick me up. Some help, I need to be saved from myself. I want to have more adventures, to have more fun without it being bad. I'm hoping to change myself and do a complete 180. Haha, I really do.

-xoxo Reid<3

New Years Resolutions!

Time To Get Ready For 2012.

It's that time of year- the ending of a year! Bring on 2012, bitches! So, I'm preparing like everybody else, by deciding on my resolutions. It's time to start a new, for real this year. Every year I make a resolution and I always fail to meet them. I just have to stop making such big goals. Remember that, people! Never make such big goals, make little ones that will lead to big ones. Don't set a time limit on dreams- it never works. Always have a plan.

My New Year's Resolutions:

1. To Take a whole new 180 in a new derection.

2. To be better about helping my mom out.

3. To work on grades a lot harder.

4. To stop going out so much.

5. To work on my social problems.

6. To stop blaming "lucky" problems for things that go wrong.

7. To no longer let my past make me bitter.

8. To eat better and work out way more.

9. To take better care of myself and put me first.

10. To do a bit more for others but able to say No when I want.

11. To learn the gutair and how to dance a bit better.

12. Work harder on reaching my modeling dream.

13. To not spend so much money this year.

14. To raise enough money to get my own plane ticket to Hawaii. ;)

15. To be better about sticking to promises, better yet, not make any.

&More to come, I'm sure.

-xoxo Reid<3



Bittersweet Love

I'll be honest- I'm a total complete asshole whenever I want to be, but that's only if you're a complete total asshole to me. I feel as if my past has formed my present. I won't lie, I'm still a bit sensitive, but not to the point of being a complete total psycho. I used to want a boyfriend so badly, but now I realize I don't need one to make me feel complete, in fact- I found that guys want me even more when I'm not wanting them. I mean that in a non-cocky way. I don't try to be a whore and wear practically nothing to get a guy to like me.

Anyway, so what I'm saying is- people who have treated me poorly have taught me that you shouldn't be such a bitter person, but don't be so trusting or too kind and don't move fast. I'm nice, I mean, I just bought someone Jason Aldean concert tickets, but I'm smart enough to know that I won't be a total pushover and let them hurt me. They even confessed today that they're an asshole(I think they just joke). I can appreciate that, because I understand how it feels to be complete hurt in your past. I let a boy rip me to shreds, then I begged for him back. Now, I want nothing to do with him and I totally don't miss him at all. He means nothing to me, almost. I mean, there is still a special place in my heart for him, but I'd be willing to get rid of it for someone else. Also, my best friends and friends mean more to me than any guy. I would dump Nick Jonas if I couldn't have my best friends and him.

Then again, I do remember that it's important to marry and/or date your best friend. I even know that, but I don't expect to marry my high school sweetheart- then again, you never know. But I'm positive I won't. I could be wrong, but I don't plan on it- I have so many dreams to fufill and I need someone who can handle my baggage and dreams. They have to love me no matter what happens. Love is something that is never destroyed, by even the smallest of things. I swear, I think no one can just fall out of love. That's just dumb. How can you just forget feelings like that? I only forget feelings if someone just treats me so horribly, that I can't take it anymore.

Lesson of the Day- Life is Too Short To Date Assholes. <3

-xoxo Reid.

Dead Fashion, Pajamas At School, and How To Look Hot

Okay, let's begin with the fact that my fashion sense has been dying. Haven't you noticed? Yeah, what's up with that? Well, here's the reason- lately, I've been so overly stressed from school that waking up at 5 just to get ready is super duper hard! Trust me. I can't even explain the tiredness in my life. So, also, starting on Jan 1st. My fashion sense is changing! I'm going back to being exotic and wild with my clothes. Plus, I have enough money to start buying my clothes too. Plus, in the month of December, I can never buy new clothes because my mom already has gifs for me. Haha, I love my mom more than anything in the entire world! So, anyway, my dead fashion is about to come to an end- Infact, I might even dress up today before going out to go shopping!

Now, let's talk about pajamas at school. Okay, come on, girls! What are you doing? Pajamas are pajamas for a reason! They're meant to be slept in! I feel weird going to school in sweatpants, imagine flanal pants with freaking Bugs Bunny on them! You make yourself look beyond stupid! I mean, I hear girls talk about how guys they like never notice them, but honey no boy wants to date a girl who wears Tweety Bird pajama pants to school with mismatched tops. If you're going to wear flanal pants to school- at least make it look good. 

Girls who wear too many animal prints together, need to understand that fifty different animal prints are not suppose to go together!! Learn it, love it, live it. Okay? Boys who wear baggy pants are not sexy, but too tight pants are not sexy either. Loose but not baggy and skinny but not tight- those are sexy. Boys who wear shirts that are not too big, but not too tight are also sexy. Girls with big boobs need to realize that you can flaunt off what your mama gave you WITHOUT being a total slut. Don't wear low cut shirts unless it's only showing a little cleavage- not the whole shabang! If you want to wear a tight shirt, get some Spandex, because big boobs don't look attractive in tight shirts. Loose but not too lose shirts look super good on girls with large breasts is super cute!

Sooner or later, I'll start just a blog about Fashion. I might even give a girl a makeover if they'd like it. :)

-xoxo, Reid<3



Studying For Exams.

I Hate Studying.

Then again, who doesn't? It sucks. So here I am, studying chemistry and I'm pretty sure that I know NOTHING and I won't get it by tomorrow at 9:15. No way in hell. I feel like trying to understand Chemistry, which used to be my favorite subject, is like trying to shoot a gun with no bullet in it. Why do we even have exams? They seem pointless, like it's not going to help us in any way.

So, also, I've learned that if I don't get get a good grade on the exams for Geometry and Chemistry- I'm screwed. I don't even know what to do or even think, because 1. I want to go to a really good school and if I fail, there go my chances. 2. I do my homework, I just suck at it. and 3. I get help, but I still can't seem to comprehend it! I wish I could understand it a lot better. I really do.

What do I do? Am I going to fail? I have nooo clue....